My Frustration !!
Lately, more often than not, I have been on my threshold. It needs only a small spark to ignite my anger !! My frustration has crossed it limits and Patience that I thought I had in abundance ,till some time back, is the most scarce quality within me at present.
Till sometime back, I used to think and repent on my state, for I did not understand why I was behaving the way I am. But now, I realize that although, my threshold has been considerably reduced, my anger does not arise without any reason. Many at times it is simply because of the obvious questions that have been put across to me. Agree, they may be only a general enquiry, a very normal one for that matter, but is it required?? The formality ??
Also, its the deceit, I hate to use this word but I have to, that I find in some people. The mockery that they are making of me, may be involuntarily, but yes they are, which gets on my nerves. Why do some people have tendency to reduce the other to a mere ridicule. I am bound to explode, especially if the ridicule is directed towards me.
Some people may need to realise, that they may be smart, but that does not mean that the other is an imbecile and cannot think, or rather has no right to think!!
PS : I may be overly critical, paranoid and negatively imaginative, but thats the only thing I am feeling right now !!
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