Problems !?
Lately I have realized, that instead of approaching a problem Heads On, I duck, take cover and wait for the problem to subside. Yet I know that the best way to solve a problem is to confront it. Instead of solving the problem, I have been relying on time to guide the way. I think I have not realized that until and unless I actually solve the problem, no one can take it away. It may subside, but it is going to come back in a more stronger form.
I have always been afraid of confrontation !! And biggest problem with that is, I am never able to confront my fear also. What stops me, I don’t know. May be just the feeling of not changing the Status Quo and telling myself that if things have to get done they will get done and then leaving the rest on fate.
Fate has brought me so far ? I am not sure. Will it guide me further ?? I don’t know.
Decisions have never been easy for me to make. Am I afraid of thinking ?? Or am I just reluctant to find a solution. I am just happy whining and sulking, like every Indian is.
I am just sitting here, writting and my brains is trying to figure when am I going to wakeup and starting solving.
Sometimes, I feel the fear of,
uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can’t help but ask
myself how much I’ll let the fear
take the wheel and steer.
It’s driven me before, and it seems to a faint,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I, am beginning to find that I,
should be the one behind the wheel.
[- Drive by Incubus]
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