Lately, I have become indifferent. Indifferent to lot of things around me. Somehow, I am wondering, does this really matter. They daily routine, the mental torture, the killing of feelings and trying to be normal. Is this all really worth it ?? Why do I have so nihilist thoughts clouding my mind.
And I wonder, whether meeting that deadline is really important. Whether I have to make sure I am not hurting anyone’s feeling, trying not to be rude. Shielding myself from saying the truth, the truth what I want, but alas, I can’t. Because respecting others somehow is relating with admitting and agreeing with whatever one says.
As I pass through the roads of life, watching everyone engrossed in himself, trying to meet the ends, trying to cut one corner to reach the other, to make it to the next day, stop or signal, I ask myself, is this life worth it. The fate of the human kind is already decided. to reach the next shore. Be the wave which frets and struggles to reach the shore, yet when it reaches the shore it crashes on the earth and dies. Only once in ages is someone, which can cast its effect like a tsunami.
And then I wake up, get back to this same routine and grind myself in it !! This is life, as I know it and see it around me. A life with unreal purposes and phoney goals. This is life as mankind is living it or rather wasting it.
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