Feeling!?
I shared my feelings with who would not understand it,
only so that no one realizes how fragile I am!!
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The Outsider??
For the first time in many years, I felt like an outsider. For the first time in many years, I felt the change in priorities. The selfish desire of being important to someone was shattered like an empty glass. For the first time in many years, I felt precedence of silence over trust and sharing. For the first time in many years, I felt like I was not part of the exclusive club.
Am I over-sensitive, or am I the one, who realizes the fall has started only after the last leaf is down from the tree.
As I type, my thoughts wonder to the Legacy Character. Today I realize, no one is immune to the changes which time causes. No one can hold each others hand only based on memory. Am I the fool, who thought the world remains the same.
My conviction of having a fall back seems shattered. The wall now has the cracks of doubt, as it ages behind me.
Satisfaction!!
Couple of months back, my friend narrate his problem. The suggestion I gave him was the same I followed almost a year before. He felt that will make him look like a fool. I don’t know how he felt after he followed what I suggested. It is always one’s perception.
For me, it will always draw satisfaction. It made me very sure of something, it removed any chance of uncertainity, of me saying “I wish…”
I saw the same satisfaction on the character’s face. I don’t know whether the satisfaction is because of triumph over his fear or the same satisfaction what I feel!!
Heart of the human soul, so stupid it is!! Spends a little with, and thinks his it is!!
The Sun Set!!
Many psychologist relate the setting sun with the negative frame of mind. I never understood why!! I have witnessed many sun rises. Some of them were good. I have witnessed equally many sun sets. Each one I felt was amazing. Some have remain embedded in my mind. Yesterday, I again witnessed one such!!
I once saw eyes, which looked like the setting sun marinated in red wineThe Human!!
Its funny how we are able to respect a person for his social status or his financial status or for his powers, yet we find it difficult to respect a human for being a human.
I salute every person, who struggles and works hard to achieve his two square meals a day.
I thank my family (my parents and sister) for having the vision, the patience and the means to help me be where I am today. I don’t know what I would have done otherwise.
Today, I felt, I wish I was stronger !!