I know how my Life works!!
Posted on July 13th, 2009 by Kid
Sometime back, the conversation went like this.
kid: It won’t happen.
Someone: What makes you think that?
kid: I know how my life works!!
The last statement describes the confidence within me to understand why certain things are the way they are. The confidence which helped me to make my decisions without having the doubt, of making my self prepared to what next is to come.
But somehow, that confidence is at its bottom now. With no clear thought process, I am not very sure of what my next would be. For that matter, I have absolutely no clue, whats going around me!!
I had the tag ‘Frustration’ attached to my life. I feel, another tag has come up. ‘Desperation”’. The only problem is, I have no idea for what the desperation is!!
someone: you surround yourself with words like negativity/desperation and don’t even give a chance to say what I think
Kid: I know how my life works
Someone: but no harm in listening to me and then decide… I know you know how it works.. But
Kid: No room for but, I know it
Someone: and what are you doing to take the desperation out of yr life? when you don’t even know what it is for
Kid: I am trying to figure it out
Someone: desperation and you don’t even know what it is for.. r u sure it is even there and it is not just your mind playing games or you missing your ususal cribing session, haven’t heard you rant in sometime now
Kid: leave me alone will you, i like to keep the doors to my mind shut,the windows are closed too.. I know how my life works
someone: ok
the someone can sometimes help you figure how answers, boost your confidence and tk out desperation from yr life… just give it a chance