Entries Tagged as 'Crap'

Comfortably Numb!!

The feeling is exactly as it comes in dreams. Yet, I am not sleeping. My eyes are closed, my thoughts are random, but I am awake!! I can feel myself and my surroundings, I can even smell, I think!!

Unfeasible, unimaginable and unthinkable; yet this is what is running in my head.

Is this what Trance is?? Is is this what Hallucination is?? Was it the wine, the company or the both?? Being comfortable was what the state was, to an extend that there was no thought.

Funny, it took me until the next day, to realize the state I was in!! Comfortably Numb !!

India’s Choices??

The reason why we did not go on war post 26/11 was from an economic perspective. Not because of any diplomatic pressure or lack of will. This is my personal opinion, and not backed up by anything. A War in time of recession and global meltdown would not serve any purpose other than pulling down already the shaken middle and lower class. A War bleeds an economy, especially a developing one.

A War, would have been a driving of point, of raising oneself, of showcasing the fact that no one infringes on over sovereignty. That we can deal with people who are trying to push us down, in the worst possible ways. It would have been the right response, under the right circumstances.

Some might argue the government chose an easier and probably a weaker option, and for once we should have put the record straight.

The circumstances were not right, again my view.

Today, I have been reading/surfing a lot about the recently concluded(??) Copenhagen talks. I read the speeches of Hugo Chavez and a lot about Evo Morales. About the non-binding agreement, which was taken note of, about how Seychelles will be environmentally neutral by 2020 and about how Tuvalu has fulfilled its obligations.

And I could not help but question myself about the choices which the government faces. To continue the development and try to prosper, try to eradicate poverty and … if not any of this… then to actually make the politicians richer…or to…sacrifice the today, so that our next generations will have a better (and may be livable) future??  To sacrifice some portion of our growth for climatic conditions.

I came across the below statement by the minister and ended up questioning myself about how are we defining success. Whether to strike out a deal, or actually not striking out a deal was the objective?? Whether we were looking for a binding agreement, something to which countries are accountable or we were just there, to make the headcount??

Ramesh said: “The accord does not speak of a specific peaking year – another area of success.”

I don’t know how I should react to the above statement made by the minister.

Reflections!!

Preach,I can
Back it up with a Deed, I can’t
and I wonder sometimes
Is it the lack of will with in me
or the tide too high in the sea

could I have in my prime?
inconclusive thoughts
trouble of sorts
pointless questions
and struggled answers

incomprehensible phrases
and the mind races…
destination unknown
words galore…
the charm that allures
against might of world as a whole
its me who is alone

is it a dream
or am I at the brim
what lies beneath
of which I lay underneath
strange question
funny answers
is it me
or only my thoughts
which are free??

An Idea!!

Today, I realized, you cannot force an idea on to someone else, for your convenience!!

what now??

if and once, you ever ask the question
what now?
not when you are on the trough
facing the biggest difficulties
facing the deepest seas..or the highest peaks
but when you are gliding on the sky
when you are on the highest peak
in the midst of your winning streak
and then you ask
what now?
will it be the end.. or the beginning
will it be the moment
the epiphany…
when everything you ever thought mattered
didn’t !!
will it dawn upon you …if you ask…
what now?